OMG!!!!!!! NATIONAL SERVICE!!!

I was watching Valentine's Day when a msg came through. I thought it was some random msg by a wrong number or from digi. I checked my msg to see what was it about and there it was

PLKN: Tahniah! (my ic no) terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 8/2011. Penempatan pelatih akan dimaklumkan kemudian

I was in shock. I just stared at my phone and I felt like my heart sanked down to my toes. I felt like crying at the same time. What the hell??? National Service!? Its like my whole gang got selected and I thought I was gonna be the lucky one who would be getting the msg maaf anda tidak dipilih but instead I had taniah. Seriously congratulating us? I'm still in skock. I dont wanna go. I'm gonna miss my family members so much!!! :( I hardly get to see my mum or even spent time with her and now that i'm chosen for this I dont think I'll even get to see her for 3 whole months. I guess I'm just complaining a lil to much but you wont know how it feels till your chosen. Trust me I know cos My friends got to know earlier and I was like o pity them till I had it then I knew how it felt. When my mum called and when I told her, my eyes just filled up with tears. This is just plain crap. This is why National Service even started.

Began as a way to encourage friendship between youths of certain ages from different races and ethnic groups and address concerns that the country's various races were becoming increasingly isolated from one another. (google it. I'm serious) We're not the ones with the problem. Our age group gets along quite well. They should have this for all the politicians.

Perhaps I'm only being negative. I mean MAYBE we're the lucky ones that get to go and experience this. Only few get selected right? Maybe it'll be fun, exciting and adventurous cos u wont know if ur friends re going to be there and you'll meet new ppl and u'll be in a new place plus u get the chance to be independent and to loose weight and not just sit around on our lazy ass. Only problemis when we come back we might be a lil darker or maybe really dark. We can always stay home till we get fair again. HAHA. Gosh...
Maybe just maybe when we come back, hopefully we wont be complaining about the place but would actually have a good memory about it. I wouldnt mind if I have one of my girls there with me..

Someone take my place if possible. I know a few who wanna go but arent chosen.
I still seriously dont wanna go. :(
Anyway I wish all those who got selected all the best. Hope we get somewhere like langkawi or somewhere near home or something.
Maybe its for the best.
God help us.