:'( To the ones i miss

I miss my dad so much.. I got to see him today..
Didnt get much time to spend with him though. That's what really hurts.. He picked me up n straight went to have dinner with him and my stepmum...
Didnt get to talk much with him.. He said he'll come take me another day and bring me to his place.. cos it was late and if i went to his place it would really make him tired.
Hmmm... I think the most time i got to spend with him was about an hour or less. I miss my lil bro too.. Havent seen him in such a long time.. My stepmum says that he likes to eat crab... That cute lil boy.. My elder bro isnt here ady.. His gone to Singapore.. My mum is there too.. I'm all alone right now.. Friends are here but i think their busy or their somewhere doing something, i'm not really sure.. I do wish someone was here.. My bro perhaps.. At least i could talk to him.. Everyone's so far away and i'm all alone over here. No one to talk to, no one to share with what i'm going through. I always try to be there for them but I cant blame them that their not here. I'm trying to figure out who my real friends are. I'm tired of getting lied to and back stepped at and i'm fed up of getting lied straight to my face.
I miss my mama pat. She always, somehow knew when something was wrong but now she's not well and she's not here.. I hope she gets better soon cos I cant leave without her.. She's been like a moter to me ever since I was born she was always there for me and she always took care of me.
I just wish they'd all be here like they used to.
There's noise but it seems so quite.. There's ppl here but i somehow feel so alone. I guess that's cos the person that I want isnt here. I miss my dad but there's a lot on his mind. There a lot he has to worry about and i dont wanna tell him anything cos I dont want him to trouble himself to come see me.. I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes.. So all i do is think of them and pray that god will look after them.. I just want them to be happy.. Then I think of all the good times we had together and i'll just cry myself to sleep..