------------ ---JANUARY BABY-------- --------- ---
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.
----------FEBRUARY BABY ------------ --------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. S#*iest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Ho?ny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
------------ -----MARCH BABY ------------ --------
Attractive personality. S#xy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others
------------ ------APRIL BABY ------------ -------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
------------ -----MAY BABY ------------ -----
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
------------ JUNE BABY ------------ -
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!
------------ ----JULY BABY ------------ --
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
------------ AUGUST BABY ------------ ---
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every
thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming'
or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.
----------- SEPTEMBER BABY ------------ ---
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand
------------ ---OCTOBER BABY ------------ -------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.
------------ ---NOVEMBER BABY ------------ --------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
S#xy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.
------------ ---DECEMBER BABY ------------ ---
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. ]
Donno real or not.. hehe
Friday, September 04, 2009
PISCES (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind.
Smart.
Centre of attention.
High appeal.
Has the last word.
Good to find, hard to keep.
Fun to be around.
Extremely weird but In a good way.
Good Sense of Humour!!!
Thoughtful.
Always gets what he or she wants.
Loves to joke.
Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Valentina just get their perfect match criteria.
Valentina just get their perfect match criteria based on zodiac.
For Valentina Kimberley Pfeiffer who have zodiac Aquarius, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Nearly ...Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Like Minded Souls: Aquarius
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Cancer, Virgo
Learn From Your Differences: Capricorn, Pisces
Not Your Destiny: Taurus, Scorpio
Astrological Hell: Leo
For Valentina Kimberley Pfeiffer who have zodiac Aquarius, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Nearly ...Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Like Minded Souls: Aquarius
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Cancer, Virgo
Learn From Your Differences: Capricorn, Pisces
Not Your Destiny: Taurus, Scorpio
Astrological Hell: Leo
My Life Path Number
Dear Valentina Kimberley Pfeiffer, Your Life Path Number is 7. This based on below calculation:
Birth Date: 19-02-1993
1+9+0+2+1+9+9+3=34=3+4=7
Below are the analysis of li...fe path number 7:
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It´s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren´t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it´s for life. It´s as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren´t a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it´s not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There´s no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.
Birth Date: 19-02-1993
1+9+0+2+1+9+9+3=34=3+4=7
Below are the analysis of li...fe path number 7:
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.
A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It´s easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren´t one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it´s for life. It´s as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren´t a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it´s not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There´s no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.
My Love Forecast in 2009
For Valentina Kimberley Pfeiffer who birth in February 19, below are your Love Forecast in Year 2009 :
Great Expectation
You naturally expect more ...from your relationships this year: A growing awareness of your own potential arouses your desire for a partner equally interested in seeking more from life. Visionary Jupiter in your sign indicates that you´re unwilling to settle for less than what you want. Additionally, serious Saturn in your 8th House of Intimacy until October 29 reflects the need to restructure your most important relationships. The limitations of others may force you to talk about making fundamental changes if you and a partner hope to remain close. If he or she is willing to work with you, there´s no limit to how far you can go together. However, a lack of effort will lead to stagnation and a loss of trust that can permanently undermine your bond. A Lunar Eclipse in expressive Leo on February 9 falls in your 7th House of Relationships. Expect powerful longings to connect with someone new or to go farther with a current mate. Yet dreamy Neptune´s opposition to the eclipse indicates that you may be projecting fantasies, so double-check your assumptions before you make any dramatic moves.
Great Expectation
You naturally expect more ...from your relationships this year: A growing awareness of your own potential arouses your desire for a partner equally interested in seeking more from life. Visionary Jupiter in your sign indicates that you´re unwilling to settle for less than what you want. Additionally, serious Saturn in your 8th House of Intimacy until October 29 reflects the need to restructure your most important relationships. The limitations of others may force you to talk about making fundamental changes if you and a partner hope to remain close. If he or she is willing to work with you, there´s no limit to how far you can go together. However, a lack of effort will lead to stagnation and a loss of trust that can permanently undermine your bond. A Lunar Eclipse in expressive Leo on February 9 falls in your 7th House of Relationships. Expect powerful longings to connect with someone new or to go farther with a current mate. Yet dreamy Neptune´s opposition to the eclipse indicates that you may be projecting fantasies, so double-check your assumptions before you make any dramatic moves.
My Name Numerology
Dear valentina, your Name Numerology is 8 based on below formula :
V+A+L+E+N+T+I+N+A
4+1+3+5+5+2+9+5+1=35
3+5=8
Below are the analysis result for number 8 :
WORKER, will revolutionize soci...ety and manifest thru fame and fortune.
Friendly Numbers: 4, 5, 6
Enemy Numbers: 1, 2, 9
Day: Saturday
Color: Black
Gem: Blue Sapphire, Amethist
Metal: Iron
Body Chemistry: Air (Vata)
Karmic Lesson: Kindness, Forgiveness
Best Suited Professions: Public servants or executives
Compatible numbers for :
- Business: 1, 2, 8
- Marriage: 1, 2, 4
- Romance: 1, 2, 4, 5, 7
4+1+3+5+5+2+9+5+1=35
3+5=8
Below are the analysis result for number 8 :
WORKER, will revolutionize soci...ety and manifest thru fame and fortune.
Friendly Numbers: 4, 5, 6
Enemy Numbers: 1, 2, 9
Day: Saturday
Color: Black
Gem: Blue Sapphire, Amethist
Metal: Iron
Body Chemistry: Air (Vata)
Karmic Lesson: Kindness, Forgiveness
Best Suited Professions: Public servants or executives
Compatible numbers for :
- Business: 1, 2, 8
- Marriage: 1, 2, 4
- Romance: 1, 2, 4, 5, 7
How sexy is my name?
Dear valentina, your sexy level is as much as 221 points which mean: sexy as ........!!!!.
This numbers based on below formula :
V+A+L+E+N+T+I+N+A
10+33+31+15+40+8+11+40+33=221
Note :
Less th...an 50 points = not too sexy
Between 51 and 75 points = pretty sexy
Between 76 and 100 points = damn sexy!!!
More than 100 points = sexy as ........!!!!
This numbers based on below formula :
V+A+L+E+N+T+I+N+A
10+33+31+15+40+8+11+40+33=221
Note :
Less th...an 50 points = not too sexy
Between 51 and 75 points = pretty sexy
Between 76 and 100 points = damn sexy!!!
More than 100 points = sexy as ........!!!!
The hidden secret of my name
The secret mean behind name VALENTINA KIMBERLEY PFEIFFER is :
You have enormous vitality and originality making you a dynamic individual with great charm and sex a...ppeal. You believe in putting one hundred per cent into all your activities of which there are many. You have potential to achieve great success in business or public affairs where your friendship and consideration of others wins you many allies. Your innate strength and determined effort is able to overcome any obstacles. Freedom is important to you.
You have enormous vitality and originality making you a dynamic individual with great charm and sex a...ppeal. You believe in putting one hundred per cent into all your activities of which there are many. You have potential to achieve great success in business or public affairs where your friendship and consideration of others wins you many allies. Your innate strength and determined effort is able to overcome any obstacles. Freedom is important to you.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Pisces
Pisces - THE PIECE OF ASS
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be aroun...d. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be aroun...d. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet
What a day
I woke up this morning feeling sorry that I couldnt make it to hang with the girls.. But it was my last day to spent with my lil bro and I had fun..
He was being so manja today.. Had to carry him n walk around the house with him..
I guess cos he knew I was gonna leave today.. hmmmm
I dono why but I had this feeling that there was a sign trying to show us something..
It isnt a good one either
1st when i was keeping my bags in the car my lil bro fell n thank God he didnt hurt himself.. Not a scratch or anything on him.
2nd some stupid indian guy (no offence to the indians) was trying to take a short cut and nearly had accident there. Stupid fucked up guy just comes out of no where and my dad quickly hit the brakes, the car even skid cos the road was wet n my dad horn at the asshole and he was bloody hell angry.. My lil bro was on my lap and I just held him tight.. The guy can just look at us but I saw fear in his eyes..
3rd another idiot, at my place, at the car park there, so smart. I think his brains was at his ass there. He also trying to take short cut. This one some malay delivery dude ( no offence to the malays) on the motor bike some more.. Luckly my dad didnt bang him, otherwise he would have gone flying.
Then when my dad dropped me home i kissed him n my lil bro goodbye.. I think my lil bro thought we were gonna leave him in the car cos he suddenly started crying till my dad went in n gave him something to play with then he stopped.. His so adorable.. After the 2nd incident I asked him ok or not he said ok that sounded like keko.. haha cute boy.. Then he looked at my father and he started giving flying kisses and smilling at my dad till my dad smiled back at him..
I know my dad was angry and he didnt want anything to happen to us..
I controlled myself from crying when they were about to leave.. I was gonna miss my bro so much and i was afraid that on the way home there would be idiots that didnt care bout anyones lifes but theirs. This kinda ppl dont appreciate the live God gave them. They dont think bout others.. Their selfish only thinking bout themselves. Better go sell fish if wanna be selfish. If something were to happen to them I swear I would hunt them down. Idiots. Bunch of morons. At least think bout others also la.. They simply do things like that.
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
When it happens to them then only they'll feel the pinch.
He was being so manja today.. Had to carry him n walk around the house with him..
I guess cos he knew I was gonna leave today.. hmmmm
I dono why but I had this feeling that there was a sign trying to show us something..
It isnt a good one either
1st when i was keeping my bags in the car my lil bro fell n thank God he didnt hurt himself.. Not a scratch or anything on him.
2nd some stupid indian guy (no offence to the indians) was trying to take a short cut and nearly had accident there. Stupid fucked up guy just comes out of no where and my dad quickly hit the brakes, the car even skid cos the road was wet n my dad horn at the asshole and he was bloody hell angry.. My lil bro was on my lap and I just held him tight.. The guy can just look at us but I saw fear in his eyes..
3rd another idiot, at my place, at the car park there, so smart. I think his brains was at his ass there. He also trying to take short cut. This one some malay delivery dude ( no offence to the malays) on the motor bike some more.. Luckly my dad didnt bang him, otherwise he would have gone flying.
Then when my dad dropped me home i kissed him n my lil bro goodbye.. I think my lil bro thought we were gonna leave him in the car cos he suddenly started crying till my dad went in n gave him something to play with then he stopped.. His so adorable.. After the 2nd incident I asked him ok or not he said ok that sounded like keko.. haha cute boy.. Then he looked at my father and he started giving flying kisses and smilling at my dad till my dad smiled back at him..
I know my dad was angry and he didnt want anything to happen to us..
I controlled myself from crying when they were about to leave.. I was gonna miss my bro so much and i was afraid that on the way home there would be idiots that didnt care bout anyones lifes but theirs. This kinda ppl dont appreciate the live God gave them. They dont think bout others.. Their selfish only thinking bout themselves. Better go sell fish if wanna be selfish. If something were to happen to them I swear I would hunt them down. Idiots. Bunch of morons. At least think bout others also la.. They simply do things like that.
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
When it happens to them then only they'll feel the pinch.
Friday, August 21, 2009
:'( To the ones i miss
I miss my dad so much.. I got to see him today..
Didnt get much time to spend with him though. That's what really hurts.. He picked me up n straight went to have dinner with him and my stepmum...
Didnt get to talk much with him.. He said he'll come take me another day and bring me to his place.. cos it was late and if i went to his place it would really make him tired.
Hmmm... I think the most time i got to spend with him was about an hour or less. I miss my lil bro too.. Havent seen him in such a long time.. My stepmum says that he likes to eat crab... That cute lil boy.. My elder bro isnt here ady.. His gone to Singapore.. My mum is there too.. I'm all alone right now.. Friends are here but i think their busy or their somewhere doing something, i'm not really sure.. I do wish someone was here.. My bro perhaps.. At least i could talk to him.. Everyone's so far away and i'm all alone over here. No one to talk to, no one to share with what i'm going through. I always try to be there for them but I cant blame them that their not here. I'm trying to figure out who my real friends are. I'm tired of getting lied to and back stepped at and i'm fed up of getting lied straight to my face.
I miss my mama pat. She always, somehow knew when something was wrong but now she's not well and she's not here.. I hope she gets better soon cos I cant leave without her.. She's been like a moter to me ever since I was born she was always there for me and she always took care of me.
I just wish they'd all be here like they used to.
There's noise but it seems so quite.. There's ppl here but i somehow feel so alone. I guess that's cos the person that I want isnt here. I miss my dad but there's a lot on his mind. There a lot he has to worry about and i dont wanna tell him anything cos I dont want him to trouble himself to come see me.. I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes.. So all i do is think of them and pray that god will look after them.. I just want them to be happy.. Then I think of all the good times we had together and i'll just cry myself to sleep..
Didnt get much time to spend with him though. That's what really hurts.. He picked me up n straight went to have dinner with him and my stepmum...
Didnt get to talk much with him.. He said he'll come take me another day and bring me to his place.. cos it was late and if i went to his place it would really make him tired.
Hmmm... I think the most time i got to spend with him was about an hour or less. I miss my lil bro too.. Havent seen him in such a long time.. My stepmum says that he likes to eat crab... That cute lil boy.. My elder bro isnt here ady.. His gone to Singapore.. My mum is there too.. I'm all alone right now.. Friends are here but i think their busy or their somewhere doing something, i'm not really sure.. I do wish someone was here.. My bro perhaps.. At least i could talk to him.. Everyone's so far away and i'm all alone over here. No one to talk to, no one to share with what i'm going through. I always try to be there for them but I cant blame them that their not here. I'm trying to figure out who my real friends are. I'm tired of getting lied to and back stepped at and i'm fed up of getting lied straight to my face.
I miss my mama pat. She always, somehow knew when something was wrong but now she's not well and she's not here.. I hope she gets better soon cos I cant leave without her.. She's been like a moter to me ever since I was born she was always there for me and she always took care of me.
I just wish they'd all be here like they used to.
There's noise but it seems so quite.. There's ppl here but i somehow feel so alone. I guess that's cos the person that I want isnt here. I miss my dad but there's a lot on his mind. There a lot he has to worry about and i dont wanna tell him anything cos I dont want him to trouble himself to come see me.. I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes.. So all i do is think of them and pray that god will look after them.. I just want them to be happy.. Then I think of all the good times we had together and i'll just cry myself to sleep..
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I miss u lil boy
Sorry for not updating have been busy lately..
I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...... His staying at seremban now with my grandparents. :(
Its not the same without him anymore.
When ever I go to my dads place his always there (used to be). When ur at the gate just about to come in, u'll see him there looking at u from the inside with that cute cheeky smile on his face.
Then when u go in he'll start laughing and playing with u.. I dont know why but he likes playing with the switches. He likes to on and off them, its dangerous actually so we sometimes let him off the light when we're about to sleep.
His not there anymore. Now when ur at the gate u dont see anyone inside. U dont get to see his cute cheeky smile.. U gont get to play around with him or disturb him cos his not there. :'(
I havent seen him in a really long time, I only talk to him on the phone once a week.
He'll be talking to u with his baby talk and u can hear him laughing on the other side. His starting to talk now too..
O how I miss him.. I hope I get to see him soon and spend time with him..
I miss hugging him and kissing his cute chubby cheeks. It irritates him when u keep doing it to him..
That funny lil boy he always makes me laugh and smile when im there.
I miss u so much lil bro. Be good till i see u again
muaaaaaaaaaaaax
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...... His staying at seremban now with my grandparents. :(
Its not the same without him anymore.
When ever I go to my dads place his always there (used to be). When ur at the gate just about to come in, u'll see him there looking at u from the inside with that cute cheeky smile on his face.
Then when u go in he'll start laughing and playing with u.. I dont know why but he likes playing with the switches. He likes to on and off them, its dangerous actually so we sometimes let him off the light when we're about to sleep.
His not there anymore. Now when ur at the gate u dont see anyone inside. U dont get to see his cute cheeky smile.. U gont get to play around with him or disturb him cos his not there. :'(
I havent seen him in a really long time, I only talk to him on the phone once a week.
He'll be talking to u with his baby talk and u can hear him laughing on the other side. His starting to talk now too..
O how I miss him.. I hope I get to see him soon and spend time with him..
I miss hugging him and kissing his cute chubby cheeks. It irritates him when u keep doing it to him..
That funny lil boy he always makes me laugh and smile when im there.
I miss u so much lil bro. Be good till i see u again
muaaaaaaaaaaaax
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Friday, May 22, 2009
Lil bro
I went to my dad's place recently.
Went to see my lil bro.
His so freaking cute right now, not like he wasnt before but his cutter
He can say a few words
Example: ok, come, no no, mumum, mama, papa, koko, and few more
His so adorable
He'll dance when there's music
His just so cute
And when my dad was about to send me back he quickly ran and took his shoes and stood at the gate..
Then when we were walking to the lift he was walking so fast trying to catch up with my dad
hehe..
So adorable
When I was at my place downstairs with my dad talking before going up I kissed my lil bro's forehead and he laughed
I just wanna grab him and hug him like a teddy bear
His gonna be a spoiled brat when he grows up
Went to see my lil bro.
His so freaking cute right now, not like he wasnt before but his cutter
He can say a few words
Example: ok, come, no no, mumum, mama, papa, koko, and few more
His so adorable
He'll dance when there's music
His just so cute
And when my dad was about to send me back he quickly ran and took his shoes and stood at the gate..
Then when we were walking to the lift he was walking so fast trying to catch up with my dad
hehe..
So adorable
When I was at my place downstairs with my dad talking before going up I kissed my lil bro's forehead and he laughed
I just wanna grab him and hug him like a teddy bear
His gonna be a spoiled brat when he grows up
Thursday, May 14, 2009
HELP ME!!!
What am I supposed to do???
Do I like to see my mum cry?
Obviously not.
I dont like seeing mothers cry, that really hurts.
But Rocky is mine and I've been looking forward to take him home.
Ever since I was a lil girl I wanted a puppy and now that I had I asked you to take care of him cos I needed to get the stuff and all.
When I wanted to take him back he wasnt well
Then now she cries cos she's gonna miss him so much???
:'(
I'm crying right now cos I'm so hurt inside
I know she took care of him very well
I dont want her to cry cos she's a mother.
She took care of my Rocky lil a prince
But then aargh!!!!
HELP ME SOMEONE I'M BEGGING!!!
Do I like to see my mum cry?
Obviously not.
I dont like seeing mothers cry, that really hurts.
But Rocky is mine and I've been looking forward to take him home.
Ever since I was a lil girl I wanted a puppy and now that I had I asked you to take care of him cos I needed to get the stuff and all.
When I wanted to take him back he wasnt well
Then now she cries cos she's gonna miss him so much???
:'(
I'm crying right now cos I'm so hurt inside
I know she took care of him very well
I dont want her to cry cos she's a mother.
She took care of my Rocky lil a prince
But then aargh!!!!
HELP ME SOMEONE I'M BEGGING!!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
April Love
We have walked in Love's land a little way,
We have learnt his lesson a little while,
And shall we not part at the end of day,
With a sigh, a smile?
A little while in the shine of the sun,
We were twined together, joined lips forgot
How the shadows fall when day is done,
And when Love is not.
We have made no vows - there will none be broke,
Our love was free as the wind on the hill,
There was no word said we need wish unspoke,
We have wrought no ill.
So shall we not part at the end of day,
Who have loved and lingered a little while,
Join lips for the last time, go our way,
With a sigh, a smile.
Ernest Christopher Dowson
We have walked in Love's land a little way,
We have learnt his lesson a little while,
And shall we not part at the end of day,
With a sigh, a smile?
A little while in the shine of the sun,
We were twined together, joined lips forgot
How the shadows fall when day is done,
And when Love is not.
We have made no vows - there will none be broke,
Our love was free as the wind on the hill,
There was no word said we need wish unspoke,
We have wrought no ill.
So shall we not part at the end of day,
Who have loved and lingered a little while,
Join lips for the last time, go our way,
With a sigh, a smile.
Ernest Christopher Dowson
Friday, April 24, 2009
What kind of kiss are you?
The result is PASSIONATE KISS
I took this quiz bout what kind of kiss are you?
And it seems that i'm a passionate one.. hehe
Well here's the results
You are the perfect kisser.
The kisser of all time.
You know when to kiss, and you kiss at the right moment.
You put your feelings into every connection of the lips, and that, is what everybody wants....
Where did you learn?
Hehe.. I seriously dont know where i learned it from..
Only kissed one guy.. *bluek*
Guess i'm just a lover that's why i'm passionate hehe.. (Perasan only myself)
I took this quiz bout what kind of kiss are you?
And it seems that i'm a passionate one.. hehe
Well here's the results
You are the perfect kisser.
The kisser of all time.
You know when to kiss, and you kiss at the right moment.
You put your feelings into every connection of the lips, and that, is what everybody wants....
Where did you learn?
Hehe.. I seriously dont know where i learned it from..
Only kissed one guy.. *bluek*
Guess i'm just a lover that's why i'm passionate hehe.. (Perasan only myself)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
My day
Today me, Cyn and Sam went to the mall and we watched 'Friday the 13' it wasnt that bad..
We had to sit right infront cos the whole place was actually packed accept for the first row.
There was a group of friends chinese ppl they all sat behind us and it was so irritating cos they kept kicking the chair.
Aargh!!!
We enjoyed it thought cos some parts made us laugh
It wasnt actually... nvm watch for yourself and find out
After the movie Sam couldnt stand and wanted to go to the ladies
Then my mum called and said she'll take us home so while waiting we went to play a racing game.
Daytona is wat its called. (not sure bout the spelling)
We played like 11 games!!!
We played 2 first then kept going and going, coulnt stop..
Was so interesting
There was this malay guy that raced with us and he was good in drifting but well I WON! :p
Then we continued playing and I won 9 TIMES IN A ROW BABY!
HELL YEAH!!!
Then we were like ok last 2 games then we have to go
We spent so much money playing this game while waiting for my mum
Then I gave Sam 6 bucks to but the tokens and she went
Cyn won the 10th game (Aargh!!)
Then finally the last game, this guy came to challenge us i guess
He kept pushing me out but well he couldnt beat me.. hehe
I won!
I had 1st place
I won like 10 times!!!
Was so damn excited
Then we went down and went home..
Was telling my mum wat happen
She smiled the whole time, she lookek really tired though
Hmmm
We had to sit right infront cos the whole place was actually packed accept for the first row.
There was a group of friends chinese ppl they all sat behind us and it was so irritating cos they kept kicking the chair.
Aargh!!!
We enjoyed it thought cos some parts made us laugh
It wasnt actually... nvm watch for yourself and find out
After the movie Sam couldnt stand and wanted to go to the ladies
Then my mum called and said she'll take us home so while waiting we went to play a racing game.
Daytona is wat its called. (not sure bout the spelling)
We played like 11 games!!!
We played 2 first then kept going and going, coulnt stop..
Was so interesting
There was this malay guy that raced with us and he was good in drifting but well I WON! :p
Then we continued playing and I won 9 TIMES IN A ROW BABY!
HELL YEAH!!!
Then we were like ok last 2 games then we have to go
We spent so much money playing this game while waiting for my mum
Then I gave Sam 6 bucks to but the tokens and she went
Cyn won the 10th game (Aargh!!)
Then finally the last game, this guy came to challenge us i guess
He kept pushing me out but well he couldnt beat me.. hehe
I won!
I had 1st place
I won like 10 times!!!
Was so damn excited
Then we went down and went home..
Was telling my mum wat happen
She smiled the whole time, she lookek really tired though
Hmmm
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
What the hell???
We dont read minds, understand that..
We dont know how u fell so pls if u fell one kind tell us.
Dont just complaine, talk to us..
She doesnt talk about u at all..
We dont push u aside n we dont ditch u.
You just dont wanna share how are we supposed to know la?
At least share with us..
Hmmm...
I really donno what to do or say..
I just hope that ppl would actually talk cos we dont read minds..
Unless we do then its a different story...
Hope you'll start sharing
We dont know how u fell so pls if u fell one kind tell us.
Dont just complaine, talk to us..
She doesnt talk about u at all..
We dont push u aside n we dont ditch u.
You just dont wanna share how are we supposed to know la?
At least share with us..
Hmmm...
I really donno what to do or say..
I just hope that ppl would actually talk cos we dont read minds..
Unless we do then its a different story...
Hope you'll start sharing
Lil bro
My lil bro was sick..
He had fever for about 2 weeks and it didnt go down.
My dad took him to the hospitali kl but the so called DOCTORS told my dad to bring him back after 2 days then when went back there again said after 2 days.
What the hell???
And then later when my dad brought him there again they gave medicine and said come back in 3 days time if still not ok.
Thank God I wasnt there otherwise that bloody doc would have been sorry.
So my dad brought him to Seremban and he was admitted there for about 4 days 3 nights.
Aaargh.
I couldnt stop crying when I heard he was admitted.
I'm so happy that he finally checked out..
He had fever for about 2 weeks and it didnt go down.
My dad took him to the hospitali kl but the so called DOCTORS told my dad to bring him back after 2 days then when went back there again said after 2 days.
What the hell???
And then later when my dad brought him there again they gave medicine and said come back in 3 days time if still not ok.
Thank God I wasnt there otherwise that bloody doc would have been sorry.
So my dad brought him to Seremban and he was admitted there for about 4 days 3 nights.
Aaargh.
I couldnt stop crying when I heard he was admitted.
I'm so happy that he finally checked out..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Broke
Im so broke.
I need cash badly.
Need to go get a part time job.
Hmmm...
I hope I can keep up cos i'll try for a month and if I cant keep up i'll have to stop the part time job. That also if I get a part time job..
God help me.
I'm like so broke till im cutting down on my meals..
:(
I need cash badly.
Need to go get a part time job.
Hmmm...
I hope I can keep up cos i'll try for a month and if I cant keep up i'll have to stop the part time job. That also if I get a part time job..
God help me.
I'm like so broke till im cutting down on my meals..
:(
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Don't Break A Heart
Don't break this heart that loves you.
Don't break the heart that needs you.
Why do you flirt and constantly hurt me?
You know i'm jealous.
Sweetheart, i'm begging of you don't break this heart of mine that loves you.
Please don't break my heart.
Please don't make me cry.
I don't know what i'd do if you said goodbye.
I love you.
Please don't break this heart of mine
Don't break the heart that needs you.
Why do you flirt and constantly hurt me?
You know i'm jealous.
Sweetheart, i'm begging of you don't break this heart of mine that loves you.
Please don't break my heart.
Please don't make me cry.
I don't know what i'd do if you said goodbye.
I love you.
Please don't break this heart of mine
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
FYI
By the way,all the girls u've seen in here are basically like my sisters..
And the guys are like pet brothers..
Nothing more and nothing less..
Just wanna say it out loud before anyone thinks differently cos I do have someone and I do adore and love him very much..
Well thats all for now folks..
Take care and goodnight..
God bless.
xoxo
PS:FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS FYI MEANS 'FOR YOUR INFORMATION'. Hehe.. Night
And the guys are like pet brothers..
Nothing more and nothing less..
Just wanna say it out loud before anyone thinks differently cos I do have someone and I do adore and love him very much..
Well thats all for now folks..
Take care and goodnight..
God bless.
xoxo
PS:FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS FYI MEANS 'FOR YOUR INFORMATION'. Hehe.. Night
Monday, March 23, 2009
I'm back
I've been gone over the holidays and now im back. there was this incident that happen the other day i think it was a wednesday. It was kinda silly though. I was in malacca during the holidays..
Spending my time there as usual.. And we were at stage just hanging.. we and the guys were waiting for kevin to come and i was n the phonewith cyn then there were this kids playing footballon stage and it was so noisy and kevin finally came so we all decided to go into this hotel that was in OUR SETTLEMENT. The Lisbon hotel.
I was on the bike with kev about to go in when the guard stopped, he asked us where we're going sokev told him that we just wanna sit bu the canon and the guard said cant cos this boy lost his psp. 'What the hell has that got to do with us?' So kevin said then u should check one of your stuff member or something and then the guard let us in. So we went near the canon and sat there.. He cooked for me fried rice with sambal bilis it was tasty,yummy. DELICIOUS. It was really tasty. I enjoyed it. So while waiting for the others to come i ate my food and drank my coke. Kevin on the other hand drank coke light i think.
Then the guys came and they were all talking,looking at the stars and so on.. Then the guard passed by I guess he was just doing his rounds and all of a sudden the police comes flashing the light on us like we did something asking us for our ic. I panicked cos I didn't bring my ic along with with me. Kevin asked me if i brought mine and i said no then the police said in malay no ic go to the police station and ask my parents to come take me? what the hell? my dad's in kl my mum's in singapore if i tell my grandparents they just might get heart attack and die, besides my grandfather cant drive at night.
So Kevin told the police to hold on to his ic while he takes me back to get my ic. Aaargh!!! Then he was taking down some statement and all. And we asked the police what's going on? Hesaid someone complaine, Kevin asked who and the police said the guard. We were like why would the guard complaine when he let us in? That's just stupid.
So the police asked us to call the guardband one of them went to call. Spike took samuel back to take his ic.. I on the other had was hiding from uncle Alvin. I kept asking Kevin to block me cos i didnt want him to see me.. And he was standing infront of me smiling at me.. And he kept moving and moving,right and left.. hmmm.. But he saw me in the end and i didnt really bother cos i didnt do anything wrong.. We didnt do anything wrong..
Then they talked and bla bla bla... And the guard said next time better not come in again cos it's 'KAWASAN LARANGAN' We were like ok. Then he ask us to leave and we did. I went on kev's bike and we went stage. But it was a different guard. I got so frustrated. We cant go into the hotel when its in our settlement? wtf la??? Then at stage kev told me to tell my mum what happened before someone else does and turns the story the other way round so I was like ok..
We sat there talking bout how stupid it was.. Then spike was making jokes about it.. He and kev was laughing and saying how nice if it was a bangladesh guard.. Cos the police also took down the guards ic and statement and all.. They said if it was a bangladesh guy and if the police were to ask him for his ic it was gonna be so funny and all cos the guard would be like 'ic? bang passport pun tak ada mau ic?' haha.. but it didnt happen and they were just making jokes about it.
Spending my time there as usual.. And we were at stage just hanging.. we and the guys were waiting for kevin to come and i was n the phonewith cyn then there were this kids playing footballon stage and it was so noisy and kevin finally came so we all decided to go into this hotel that was in OUR SETTLEMENT. The Lisbon hotel.
I was on the bike with kev about to go in when the guard stopped, he asked us where we're going sokev told him that we just wanna sit bu the canon and the guard said cant cos this boy lost his psp. 'What the hell has that got to do with us?' So kevin said then u should check one of your stuff member or something and then the guard let us in. So we went near the canon and sat there.. He cooked for me fried rice with sambal bilis it was tasty,yummy. DELICIOUS. It was really tasty. I enjoyed it. So while waiting for the others to come i ate my food and drank my coke. Kevin on the other hand drank coke light i think.
Then the guys came and they were all talking,looking at the stars and so on.. Then the guard passed by I guess he was just doing his rounds and all of a sudden the police comes flashing the light on us like we did something asking us for our ic. I panicked cos I didn't bring my ic along with with me. Kevin asked me if i brought mine and i said no then the police said in malay no ic go to the police station and ask my parents to come take me? what the hell? my dad's in kl my mum's in singapore if i tell my grandparents they just might get heart attack and die, besides my grandfather cant drive at night.
So Kevin told the police to hold on to his ic while he takes me back to get my ic. Aaargh!!! Then he was taking down some statement and all. And we asked the police what's going on? Hesaid someone complaine, Kevin asked who and the police said the guard. We were like why would the guard complaine when he let us in? That's just stupid.
So the police asked us to call the guardband one of them went to call. Spike took samuel back to take his ic.. I on the other had was hiding from uncle Alvin. I kept asking Kevin to block me cos i didnt want him to see me.. And he was standing infront of me smiling at me.. And he kept moving and moving,right and left.. hmmm.. But he saw me in the end and i didnt really bother cos i didnt do anything wrong.. We didnt do anything wrong..
Then they talked and bla bla bla... And the guard said next time better not come in again cos it's 'KAWASAN LARANGAN' We were like ok. Then he ask us to leave and we did. I went on kev's bike and we went stage. But it was a different guard. I got so frustrated. We cant go into the hotel when its in our settlement? wtf la??? Then at stage kev told me to tell my mum what happened before someone else does and turns the story the other way round so I was like ok..
We sat there talking bout how stupid it was.. Then spike was making jokes about it.. He and kev was laughing and saying how nice if it was a bangladesh guard.. Cos the police also took down the guards ic and statement and all.. They said if it was a bangladesh guy and if the police were to ask him for his ic it was gonna be so funny and all cos the guard would be like 'ic? bang passport pun tak ada mau ic?' haha.. but it didnt happen and they were just making jokes about it.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
A Sad Love Story
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Tall, Dark and Handsome by J. G. Knox
Last night, Leroy rolls over, brushes my hand as he did the day I first saw him. He wakes me. Snoring, dreaming, he puts his arm around me. He touched me. I married him. Half conscious, opening an eye, I look at him and drift back to sleep, dreaming of us.
<<<<<<>>>>>>
My college roommate, Mary and I on our first paid campaign: buttons, yard signs and hats, we are going to change the world.
The congressman has this wonderful speech. He repeats it at every stop, every rally and every picnic for the next three months. He says it with a promising smile. Everything is promising, wonderful, exciting.
Leroy is experienced, a third-year law student and a veteran campaigner.
In line behind me at the cafeteria, brushing my hand, reaching for the potato salad, he touches me. Electricity. He materializes. I see him. I have thoughts about him, look and smile at him. He smiles back.
Joining Mary at our table, I say, “I don’t remember seeing him before.”
Mary says, “They’re invisible.”
“Invisible,” I say.
She says, “Invisible people, they wait tables, pick and grow food. They support light poles and door frames in their part of town---we don’t see them. They’re invisible.”
I say, “He’s not invisible. He’s a graduate student, not a waiter, doorman or servant. He’s one of us, a party organizer.”
I nibble a bite of my potato salad; four tables away, Leroy nibbles his. He didn’t take any meat. Is he a vegetarian? He’s a vegetarian!
Mary says, “He’s not one of us, Sarah. He’s one of them!”
I say, “He’s one of us! And he doesn’t eat meat. I don’t eat meat.”
He’s cute. Cute doesn’t define him. He is handsome: tall, dark and handsome.
Mary agrees with the dark part.
“They don’t look handsome to me. I like white meat,” she says.
Mary, being a carnivore, is picky about meat.
I, being a vegetarian, don’t want to eat him---maybe a little lip nibbling. Lip nibbling would be nice.
She says, “Sarah, you don’t like him! Do you know what getting involved with one of them can mean?”
“He’s not a meat eater, Mary. He’s a vegetarian!”
She says, “What if you begin to think of him as something more than cute? What happens if you think of him as something more than handsome? What happens if you fall in love with him?”
I think of him kissing me, broad lips smothering mine.
“Are you listening to me, Sarah?”
“Yes, you said what happens if I fall in love with him.”
She says, “Well?”
“It could happen.”
“With a black man!”
“Yes, with a black man, a vegetarian black man.”
Mary says, “That’s dangerous talk! You don’t want to fall in love with a black man. People kill black men who fall in love with white women---sometimes the white woman, too.”
“That was a long time ago,” I say.
“You take a back road sitting beside him in the wrong county, Sarah. See what happens.”
“It could happen with a white man, Mary. Do you think it would be any safer with Saul in his Volkswagen bus?”
“It’s not the same, Sarah, and you know it. People can’t tell a Jew from a Greek without asking.”
I imagine him kissing me again.
“Seriously, I like him,” I say.
“Seriously, I think you’re crazy!”
“Why?”
“You’re old enough to know the way the world works. A white girl can be a trophy to a black man, but can he take her home? Can you go to Harlem and meet his Momma and Daddy? Can you take him home to meet yours?”
Are his parents vegetarian? If they are not my Mother would be cool about it, but my Dad?
“I hadn’t thought about that.”
I think about him kissing me again. We will work our way through it, our parents and all. Even if they eat meat, everything will be all right. We’ll be vegetarian.
I say, “I understand the way it was, Mary, but---”
“No buts about it. OK, right now you can date him, marry him if you want, but do you know what the future holds?”
“Does anybody?”
Mary says, “You took sociology. Humans are tribal. Good times, like now, we tolerate differences. Times get hard. Food gets scarce. People become tribal and favor their own. They will be eating the pork roast, and you will be eating the chitterlings?”
Yuck, chitterlings, I don’t think they even make vegetarian chitterlings. I say, “I think we’re past all that, judging by color, and pork roast and chitterlings are the same thing, meat.”
“Really, you go on thinking that. What about children?”
“I’m thinking about his lips right now.”
She says, “Think about children.”
I say, “Good point. Prejudice will continue until we can marry and have children with people outside our tribe, outside our race. Eighty percent of Greeks marry non-Greeks in America. Is anyone prejudiced against Greeks?”
Mary says, “Turks, and he’s not Greek!”
“He’s American. Leroy’s great, great grandfather was President of the Confederate States of America.”
“A legitimate grandfather?”
“A proven one.”
She says, “What if you love him, marry him and have his baby?”
“Time off work, breast feeding and changing diapers. Would it be different with a white man?”
Mary says, “The baby would be different. He wouldn’t be white. Half black is black. Do you want your baby waiting tables, picking cotton and eating chitterlings?”
I say, “Our daughter will be President of the United States, and she won’t eat pork!”
Thursday, the next day, we walk precincts, Leroy walks one; I walk another. Finishing early I go back to headquarters to make phone calls. He makes phone calls. I talk to voters---and listen to him…
<<<<<<>>>>>>
He’s nibbling my lips!
Leroy says, “Honey, wake up. We’ve got to go vote.”
Our daughter’s first time on the ballot, we can’t be late.
Love is a wondeful think. Doesnt matter what colour you are or where your from.. Doesnt matter if your a vegetarian or not. Love is blind and we fall in love with the one we less aspect. Believe me it is true
PS: The red writing is written by me
<<<<<<>>>>>>
My college roommate, Mary and I on our first paid campaign: buttons, yard signs and hats, we are going to change the world.
The congressman has this wonderful speech. He repeats it at every stop, every rally and every picnic for the next three months. He says it with a promising smile. Everything is promising, wonderful, exciting.
Leroy is experienced, a third-year law student and a veteran campaigner.
In line behind me at the cafeteria, brushing my hand, reaching for the potato salad, he touches me. Electricity. He materializes. I see him. I have thoughts about him, look and smile at him. He smiles back.
Joining Mary at our table, I say, “I don’t remember seeing him before.”
Mary says, “They’re invisible.”
“Invisible,” I say.
She says, “Invisible people, they wait tables, pick and grow food. They support light poles and door frames in their part of town---we don’t see them. They’re invisible.”
I say, “He’s not invisible. He’s a graduate student, not a waiter, doorman or servant. He’s one of us, a party organizer.”
I nibble a bite of my potato salad; four tables away, Leroy nibbles his. He didn’t take any meat. Is he a vegetarian? He’s a vegetarian!
Mary says, “He’s not one of us, Sarah. He’s one of them!”
I say, “He’s one of us! And he doesn’t eat meat. I don’t eat meat.”
He’s cute. Cute doesn’t define him. He is handsome: tall, dark and handsome.
Mary agrees with the dark part.
“They don’t look handsome to me. I like white meat,” she says.
Mary, being a carnivore, is picky about meat.
I, being a vegetarian, don’t want to eat him---maybe a little lip nibbling. Lip nibbling would be nice.
She says, “Sarah, you don’t like him! Do you know what getting involved with one of them can mean?”
“He’s not a meat eater, Mary. He’s a vegetarian!”
She says, “What if you begin to think of him as something more than cute? What happens if you think of him as something more than handsome? What happens if you fall in love with him?”
I think of him kissing me, broad lips smothering mine.
“Are you listening to me, Sarah?”
“Yes, you said what happens if I fall in love with him.”
She says, “Well?”
“It could happen.”
“With a black man!”
“Yes, with a black man, a vegetarian black man.”
Mary says, “That’s dangerous talk! You don’t want to fall in love with a black man. People kill black men who fall in love with white women---sometimes the white woman, too.”
“That was a long time ago,” I say.
“You take a back road sitting beside him in the wrong county, Sarah. See what happens.”
“It could happen with a white man, Mary. Do you think it would be any safer with Saul in his Volkswagen bus?”
“It’s not the same, Sarah, and you know it. People can’t tell a Jew from a Greek without asking.”
I imagine him kissing me again.
“Seriously, I like him,” I say.
“Seriously, I think you’re crazy!”
“Why?”
“You’re old enough to know the way the world works. A white girl can be a trophy to a black man, but can he take her home? Can you go to Harlem and meet his Momma and Daddy? Can you take him home to meet yours?”
Are his parents vegetarian? If they are not my Mother would be cool about it, but my Dad?
“I hadn’t thought about that.”
I think about him kissing me again. We will work our way through it, our parents and all. Even if they eat meat, everything will be all right. We’ll be vegetarian.
I say, “I understand the way it was, Mary, but---”
“No buts about it. OK, right now you can date him, marry him if you want, but do you know what the future holds?”
“Does anybody?”
Mary says, “You took sociology. Humans are tribal. Good times, like now, we tolerate differences. Times get hard. Food gets scarce. People become tribal and favor their own. They will be eating the pork roast, and you will be eating the chitterlings?”
Yuck, chitterlings, I don’t think they even make vegetarian chitterlings. I say, “I think we’re past all that, judging by color, and pork roast and chitterlings are the same thing, meat.”
“Really, you go on thinking that. What about children?”
“I’m thinking about his lips right now.”
She says, “Think about children.”
I say, “Good point. Prejudice will continue until we can marry and have children with people outside our tribe, outside our race. Eighty percent of Greeks marry non-Greeks in America. Is anyone prejudiced against Greeks?”
Mary says, “Turks, and he’s not Greek!”
“He’s American. Leroy’s great, great grandfather was President of the Confederate States of America.”
“A legitimate grandfather?”
“A proven one.”
She says, “What if you love him, marry him and have his baby?”
“Time off work, breast feeding and changing diapers. Would it be different with a white man?”
Mary says, “The baby would be different. He wouldn’t be white. Half black is black. Do you want your baby waiting tables, picking cotton and eating chitterlings?”
I say, “Our daughter will be President of the United States, and she won’t eat pork!”
Thursday, the next day, we walk precincts, Leroy walks one; I walk another. Finishing early I go back to headquarters to make phone calls. He makes phone calls. I talk to voters---and listen to him…
<<<<<<>>>>>>
He’s nibbling my lips!
Leroy says, “Honey, wake up. We’ve got to go vote.”
Our daughter’s first time on the ballot, we can’t be late.
Love is a wondeful think. Doesnt matter what colour you are or where your from.. Doesnt matter if your a vegetarian or not. Love is blind and we fall in love with the one we less aspect. Believe me it is true
PS: The red writing is written by me
Hate missing you
I wish I didn't have to miss you.
If only you could be with me always.
I know I could never be any happier.
But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you.
I even miss you when I am sleeping!
I love you, babe.
You are my first and my only love,
Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.
If only you could be with me always.
I know I could never be any happier.
But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you.
I even miss you when I am sleeping!
I love you, babe.
You are my first and my only love,
Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.
If dreams come true
We've been friends for so long.
There have been lots of tears and so much laughter between us.
I feel closer to you than anyone else.
I've listened and hurt every time you fell in love, longing to be the one in your arms.
I've been there for you when every one of your relationships fell apart.
You listened and cried with me when we found out about the cancer and you stood by my side through all of it.
Now is the time to tell you that the waiting is over.
The love you so desperately seek is here in my arms.
You've often asked why I'm not interested in any of the men who hit on me when we're all out. I've always told you they weren't the one for me.
Now I'm telling you that you are the one for me.
You’re the one I dream about.
No one can make me laugh like you, even when I'm knee deep in tears.
The reason I've been alone for five longs years is this: I've been waiting for you to see the love in my eyes that's only for you.
I'll wait forever if that’s how long it takes.
I need you.
I miss you when you’re gone, and I hurt when you’re sad.
I love you Baby for everything you are.
There have been lots of tears and so much laughter between us.
I feel closer to you than anyone else.
I've listened and hurt every time you fell in love, longing to be the one in your arms.
I've been there for you when every one of your relationships fell apart.
You listened and cried with me when we found out about the cancer and you stood by my side through all of it.
Now is the time to tell you that the waiting is over.
The love you so desperately seek is here in my arms.
You've often asked why I'm not interested in any of the men who hit on me when we're all out. I've always told you they weren't the one for me.
Now I'm telling you that you are the one for me.
You’re the one I dream about.
No one can make me laugh like you, even when I'm knee deep in tears.
The reason I've been alone for five longs years is this: I've been waiting for you to see the love in my eyes that's only for you.
I'll wait forever if that’s how long it takes.
I need you.
I miss you when you’re gone, and I hurt when you’re sad.
I love you Baby for everything you are.
A silent love by smilez
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
Monday, March 09, 2009
Forbidden love, that's what I told her
Why is she like that?
Aaargh...
What's wrong if your son likes her?
She likes him too.
All cos she's euration you dont want him to message her anymore?
What the bloody hell is your problem?
If she would just give me your number
Hmmm
Why do you have to be that kinda person?
They both really like each other
Doesnt matter that she's euration, She's not a malay..
Dont have to convert
I understand if she was a malay cos then you'd beafraid to loose your son
But she's not
Give them a chance to be together
If it doesnt work out then you dont have to worry cos they'll know that you gave them a chance to try but if you dont they'll be blaming you for keeping them apart..
Not knowing what could have been
Have a lil heart would you?
For the sake of your sons happiness..
Let them be
Dont keep them apart.
Aaargh...
What's wrong if your son likes her?
She likes him too.
All cos she's euration you dont want him to message her anymore?
What the bloody hell is your problem?
If she would just give me your number
Hmmm
Why do you have to be that kinda person?
They both really like each other
Doesnt matter that she's euration, She's not a malay..
Dont have to convert
I understand if she was a malay cos then you'd beafraid to loose your son
But she's not
Give them a chance to be together
If it doesnt work out then you dont have to worry cos they'll know that you gave them a chance to try but if you dont they'll be blaming you for keeping them apart..
Not knowing what could have been
Have a lil heart would you?
For the sake of your sons happiness..
Let them be
Dont keep them apart.
We've got your back
It's all ok..
We're back again..
We had a really long talk..
Everythings alright.
We've been friends for a long time how could we have stayed that way for long..
It came to an extand where we all just had to sit and talk and just get over it.
She was always there for us making us luagh and listening to everything we had to say but we never knew she felt that way cos she always kept it in her she would never really open and share..
Everytime she told us about her family it would always be funny
I had a feeling the other day that something was bothering her when I was talkimg to her about my mum and my bro
I could see it in her eyes that something was wrong
I thought she'd tell me later when she was ready and she did
When we were all in the pool she called us and she spoke to us..
We all started crying wondering how could it come to that extand..
That we never knew how she felt and that she was shy to tell us she was lonely and what was going on
It hurt us so badly that we just had to see her to just hug her and talk to her..
We went there dripping wet
We didnt have time to change
We couldnt waste any time we just rushed there
We spoke to her
We cried together, all of us
We're back again..
We had a really long talk..
Everythings alright.
We've been friends for a long time how could we have stayed that way for long..
It came to an extand where we all just had to sit and talk and just get over it.
She was always there for us making us luagh and listening to everything we had to say but we never knew she felt that way cos she always kept it in her she would never really open and share..
Everytime she told us about her family it would always be funny
I had a feeling the other day that something was bothering her when I was talkimg to her about my mum and my bro
I could see it in her eyes that something was wrong
I thought she'd tell me later when she was ready and she did
When we were all in the pool she called us and she spoke to us..
We all started crying wondering how could it come to that extand..
That we never knew how she felt and that she was shy to tell us she was lonely and what was going on
It hurt us so badly that we just had to see her to just hug her and talk to her..
We went there dripping wet
We didnt have time to change
We couldnt waste any time we just rushed there
We spoke to her
We cried together, all of us
Friday, March 06, 2009
Hehe
I don't know why me and cyn have been checking out bout lucifer and reading all this ghost stories bout haunted places and all..
Very interesting actually
Very interesting actually
TRUE STORY!!!
This happened at Karak Highway.
I know I’ve blogged about an incident about the infamous haunted Karak Highway but this one is a story that has been told to me over numerous times by different people of different background levels. Most of the time the stories about Karak Highway varies, afterall, its an urban legend! But this is one story that I find creepy but at the same time hard to believe. You be the judge.
It was late at night when a young couple and their baby was travelling in a car along the Karak Highway. They were trying to get home, like the rest of the other Malaysians because it was nearing festive season. And like the many other Malaysians, they choose to travel at night to avoid the traffic jam and also the heat of the sun when noon gets in the way.
As they were travelling along the lonely stretch of Karak Highway, suddenly, the car gave a sudden jerk and started making weird noises. The husband was fairly surprised because he remembered to check the car before travelling long distance to ensure the safety of his family. Soon, they had no choice but to stop by the roadside. The husband got out of the car to check the car engine while his wife and baby was waiting in the car. After a few minutes, he came back and reported that he could not see anything wrong and tried starting the car again. However, the car just would not budge. At loss, the husband made a difficult decision to either wait until another car comes along or walk to the nearest phone booth.
Not wanting to leave his family behind, they waited. After some 20 minutes or so, the highway remained quiet. The husband wondered why was there such calmity on the highway when festive celebrations are just around the corner. Perhaps it was due to the late night, he thought to himself. After what seemed like eternity, the husband decided to take the second option.
Advising his wife to lock the doors and take care, he left them behind with a heavy heart. His wife, on the other hand, watched her husband walk away with worries on her mind. She prayed hard that someone would eventually notice their stalled car and offer help. She was also worried that accidents might happen.
Hours passed by and soon she started getting even more worried. She was worried something might happen to her husband. Worried, she fought with herself over if she should just keep on waiting or leave the car behind and look for her husband. But where should she start looking? In the end, she decided to get out of the car to stretch her legs. As soon as she came out of the car, she realized that something was staring at her from behind. As she turned, she saw the bodiless head of her husband with his eyes and mouth wide open as if in shock staring back at her. Til this day, no one has found the remains of his body.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Victoria Institution
This is like for real. True story. A very famous landmark in Kuala Lumpur, V.I. a boys school was a Japanese base during the occupation of Malaysia. Many British soldiers and locals were brutally tortured to death in the basement and some of the older buildings on the campus. It is said that not only are apparitions common in the day as well as the night, there have been many cases of spirits possessing students. The possessed boys would behave strangely, even violently, harming other students and teachers only to snap out of it a few hours later and remember nothing, even when they were forcibly restrained, their bruises would disappear when they returned to normal.
Highland Towers
Tragic event that will forever live in the memory of Malaysians. One of the 3 blocks of apartment at this place fell apart due to landslide and heavy downpour prior to that fateful day. Highland Towers have become famous for claims of being a very haunted place. Voices of the dead can be heard at night and ghostly figures are said to have appeared at the scene. There are also a story about a taxi driver who picked up a woman passenger at the middle of the night and being asked to drop her at the place. She left a bag and the poor taxi driver found it to be full of blood! Spooky huh?
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Jason!!
Jason Mraz concert is to day! Hmmm..
I miss Avril's concert..
Best day of my life..
Had the best time ever!!!
Wish she would come down again...
:(
I miss Avril's concert..
Best day of my life..
Had the best time ever!!!
Wish she would come down again...
:(
Monday, March 02, 2009
????
In the previous pic I was so shocked... hmmm..
Can't remember what happen.
I've never seen my face that shocked..
What happen...?
Hmmm......
And whoo took it?
:0
Now i'm curious...
Who could it be?
Hmmmm...
??????
Can't remember what happen.
I've never seen my face that shocked..
What happen...?
Hmmm......
And whoo took it?
:0
Now i'm curious...
Who could it be?
Hmmmm...
??????
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Complicated
I know how much it hurts.. Their not lies. I dont know how it all happened either.. I cant believe we grew apart. We use to be so close.. You, me, Cyn and Lave.. How did this all happen? You just went away n never came back.. U broke us.. We keep talking bout how we use to be. We miss you. We miss all the times we had.. Come back to us.. We never bitched about you, we always spoke about the times we had a how it all use to be.. We dont know what u heard.. You gotta trust us we wont bitch about you.. You know we love you a we were never jealous. We're actually happy that you share it with her, instead of keeping it all in you share it so why would we be jealous? we're happy for you.. I think she's the one that's jealous.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
His lying
His lying. He said i'm bugging him? well i'm not.. I didn't msg him for about 2 and a half days and he messaged me..
23 February 2009, 8:51 am
Hey there how have you been la... Its been a while since i spoke to you.. Forgot me ady huh :)
(I replied saying no la.. I'm good.. How are u? Didnt wanna msg u thought I was bugging you...)
23 February 2009, 9:25 am
Oh okay im good too.. Your not bugging la :)
(Sure...? Thought i was bugging you..)
23 February 2009, 9:34 am
Nope la... Where got
(The I said yes ah...? Didnt wanna disturb la.. some more u going out with that girl..)
23 February 2009, 9:38 am
Oh okay haha no more going out she is my gf now :)
(I wanted to send cool but I send cook instead)
23 February 2009, 9:40 am
Dont cook all.. not nice! hahahaha.. so where r u now!
(I'm in class..)
23 February 2009, 9:45 am
Haha. You in class huh oh okay.. :)
(Then i said ya.. And I meant cool not cook.. And I wished him Congrats..)
23 February 2009, 9:52 am
Haha i was just joking la she not my gf yet just talking :)
( I replied just now said gf now not gf...?)
23 February 2009, 10:01 am
Haha messin around la :)
(Huh? Why la...?)
23 February 2009, 10:04 am
Simply playing with you see wat you tell la :)
*Cant remember what i send him..*
23 February 2009, 10:09 am
Haha wat you doing :)
(maths.. where are u la..?)
23 February 2009, 10:15 am
Im out of the class haha
*cant remeber if i replied anything*
23 February 2009, 10:32 am
Yeap :) not coming for recess
(I am...)
And he says I'm the one bugging him? What the hell? What's up with him la?
I swear he gives me a bad name I'll kick his balls.
23 February 2009, 8:51 am
Hey there how have you been la... Its been a while since i spoke to you.. Forgot me ady huh :)
(I replied saying no la.. I'm good.. How are u? Didnt wanna msg u thought I was bugging you...)
23 February 2009, 9:25 am
Oh okay im good too.. Your not bugging la :)
(Sure...? Thought i was bugging you..)
23 February 2009, 9:34 am
Nope la... Where got
(The I said yes ah...? Didnt wanna disturb la.. some more u going out with that girl..)
23 February 2009, 9:38 am
Oh okay haha no more going out she is my gf now :)
(I wanted to send cool but I send cook instead)
23 February 2009, 9:40 am
Dont cook all.. not nice! hahahaha.. so where r u now!
(I'm in class..)
23 February 2009, 9:45 am
Haha. You in class huh oh okay.. :)
(Then i said ya.. And I meant cool not cook.. And I wished him Congrats..)
23 February 2009, 9:52 am
Haha i was just joking la she not my gf yet just talking :)
( I replied just now said gf now not gf...?)
23 February 2009, 10:01 am
Haha messin around la :)
(Huh? Why la...?)
23 February 2009, 10:04 am
Simply playing with you see wat you tell la :)
*Cant remember what i send him..*
23 February 2009, 10:09 am
Haha wat you doing :)
(maths.. where are u la..?)
23 February 2009, 10:15 am
Im out of the class haha
*cant remeber if i replied anything*
23 February 2009, 10:32 am
Yeap :) not coming for recess
(I am...)
And he says I'm the one bugging him? What the hell? What's up with him la?
I swear he gives me a bad name I'll kick his balls.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Hehe
We went neelas just now.. Nicely taking pictures and all.. was feeling high donno why.. Kept calling John but could't get.. His phone was off... (Jonny, wat were u doing...?) hehe.. We
were like so crazy.. Laughing and laughing till Sam got chock.. Then we called Amin to ask if John was with him he said no.. So we went to my place by the pool to chill... We just couldnt stop laughing.. Like we took laughing gas or something.. haha.. Then we called Amin again...
(OUR CONVERSATION)
Us: Hello..?
Amin: Yes
Us: Hi, Valentina here... Where are you..?
Amin: I'm at home
Us: Oh, is John with you?
Amin: No, I think he sleeping or something
Us: No.. We called his house phone and his grandmother answered.. (we're controling ourself.. trying not to laugh) she said his not in..
Amin: Oh, I think he went out.. He got somethings to do
Us: Like wat? He took the car u know? Calling him cant get. After anything happen how?
Amin: Dont worry la.. Nothing will happen..
Us: How you know? Your not there.. Maybe he drunk or somethig how?
Amin: No la.. His ok la.. Where are you at?
Us: Out...
Amin: o.. out where?
Us: at my place (abadi villa) .. (laugh a lil)
Amin: oh...
(That's how our conversation went i think.. Something like that la.. Us is me, cyn n sam. And we didnt really call his house phone.. We kinda punked Amin.. hehe)
I shall continue this tomorrow.. I'm feeling Sleepy..
Sweet dreams everyone...
Fun times
We had so much for fun.. It was just an unforgetable day.. To bad Amin went back early.. hmmm
FANCY DRESS!!!
Fancy dress Yesterday, It was so fun..
They had fancy dress and the guys dressed up like girls. HILARIOUS!
There was this one guy that wore a bra and a skirt with white boots.. He looked hot! Haha..
He was posing.. Showing his ass.. Then there was this other guy damn he really looked like a girl. He wore make up.. Tied his hair n he wore this really sexy dress with G-STRING.
MY GOSH! hahaha... Me and joanne just couldnt stop laughing..
The best part was he lifted up his dress and we actually saw his g-string. Discusting?
Not really.. It was just bloody hell funny. Then he went up to this guy as a joke.. It was his friend. It's like he grinned on the guy or something..
Everyone who was there just couldnt stop laughing.. Hmmm... It was just really fun.
They had fancy dress and the guys dressed up like girls. HILARIOUS!
There was this one guy that wore a bra and a skirt with white boots.. He looked hot! Haha..
He was posing.. Showing his ass.. Then there was this other guy damn he really looked like a girl. He wore make up.. Tied his hair n he wore this really sexy dress with G-STRING.
MY GOSH! hahaha... Me and joanne just couldnt stop laughing..
The best part was he lifted up his dress and we actually saw his g-string. Discusting?
Not really.. It was just bloody hell funny. Then he went up to this guy as a joke.. It was his friend. It's like he grinned on the guy or something..
Everyone who was there just couldnt stop laughing.. Hmmm... It was just really fun.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Introdu
Introdu is about to start... EXCITED!!! :D hehe.. everyone's getting ready.. Introdu is something people call water day..
Only celebrated in Portuguese Settlement,Malacca I think.. Comes out in the paper every year..
I know in Malaysia we're the only one's that really celebrate Introdu.. It's really fun.. It's actually like cleansing your body or something.. Washing away your sins or something like that.. Not very sure.. hehe.. :P
But for us Portuguese we play with cold water.. Some of them their water are really cold water... Its like freezing to the MAX!
Believe me I know.. Always get thrown by cold water...
The best part about it is everyone joins.. Young, old, everyone.. You can even see grandparents and parents playing too.. Kids and teenagers that dont say la... Youngster number one... All cold water..
The wonderful thing about it is that you see everyone enjoying themself... hmmm..
CANT WAIT!
Only celebrated in Portuguese Settlement,Malacca I think.. Comes out in the paper every year..
I know in Malaysia we're the only one's that really celebrate Introdu.. It's really fun.. It's actually like cleansing your body or something.. Washing away your sins or something like that.. Not very sure.. hehe.. :P
But for us Portuguese we play with cold water.. Some of them their water are really cold water... Its like freezing to the MAX!
Believe me I know.. Always get thrown by cold water...
The best part about it is everyone joins.. Young, old, everyone.. You can even see grandparents and parents playing too.. Kids and teenagers that dont say la... Youngster number one... All cold water..
The wonderful thing about it is that you see everyone enjoying themself... hmmm..
CANT WAIT!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Aargh!!!!!
This are some of it that i kept
18 February 2009, 11:58 pm
Happy sweet 16 piggie... Hope you had a good time today and hope you have a blast on your birthday... Im just here to say happy birthday enjoy yourself :)
(Then i told dim he was the 2nd person to wish me)
18 February 2009, 11:59 pm
:) dam wanted to be the first wanted to call but thought will be sleeping who was first
(I told him one guy from mlc)
19 February 2009, 12:05 am
(Told him I liked his hair cos it was soft)
:) okay sleep tight then kay sweet dreams and will cya tomoro... take care and you can have my hair
19 February 2009, 12:08 am
(I replied saying how can I have your hair when it's on ur head)
Ok okay haha you can play with it when ever you want babe.. Im quite tires ill sleep first kay sorry
19 February 2009, 12:09 am
( I apologized.. I said sorry if i pulled his hair)
You can pull it dont worry its just you... Nights :)
19 February 2009, 9:55 pm
( Your a liar.. u said u got no gf but u do.. why didnt u just tell? He said he didnt have n he asked if theven told me i said no..)
19 February 2009, 9:59 pm
Oh then who la... I duno la im just beginning to like her realy nice person see how it goes.. And you mean alot to me you are not disturpin please
19 February 2009, 10:03 pm
Yeap.. She is nice ls.. Must see her attitude... My frens assume her as my girl but im not sure la.. Yeap your dam nice to me kay and sweeter than her :)
19 February 2009, 10:06 pm
(I asked for her name)
Jevitha gill.. Seriously i really like talking to you and i know u way longer your way better :)
19 February 2009, 10:08
( I told him bout that i should stop messaging dont want the girl to get jealous)
Hey please chill she is no one to decide that... She is nice but im telling i prefer talking to you and will message you :)
20 February 2009, 9:56 am
Just because she likes me and im talking to her... My frens just say as she is my gf... Like i told you if everything is fine then oni will get into
20 February 2009, 10:18 am
I mean to say that the girl likes me and im talking to her and im in the verge of considering her for real... She is not my gf yet my friends just dont get it
And he says im bugging him??? Please! I take him as a brother.. Dont know why his lying.. telling me one thing and telling his friends something else.. aargh... n he knows that im just playing around with him.. he knows i take him as a brother.. then why lie? why???
18 February 2009, 11:58 pm
Happy sweet 16 piggie... Hope you had a good time today and hope you have a blast on your birthday... Im just here to say happy birthday enjoy yourself :)
(Then i told dim he was the 2nd person to wish me)
18 February 2009, 11:59 pm
:) dam wanted to be the first wanted to call but thought will be sleeping who was first
(I told him one guy from mlc)
19 February 2009, 12:05 am
(Told him I liked his hair cos it was soft)
:) okay sleep tight then kay sweet dreams and will cya tomoro... take care and you can have my hair
19 February 2009, 12:08 am
(I replied saying how can I have your hair when it's on ur head)
Ok okay haha you can play with it when ever you want babe.. Im quite tires ill sleep first kay sorry
19 February 2009, 12:09 am
( I apologized.. I said sorry if i pulled his hair)
You can pull it dont worry its just you... Nights :)
19 February 2009, 9:55 pm
( Your a liar.. u said u got no gf but u do.. why didnt u just tell? He said he didnt have n he asked if theven told me i said no..)
19 February 2009, 9:59 pm
Oh then who la... I duno la im just beginning to like her realy nice person see how it goes.. And you mean alot to me you are not disturpin please
19 February 2009, 10:03 pm
Yeap.. She is nice ls.. Must see her attitude... My frens assume her as my girl but im not sure la.. Yeap your dam nice to me kay and sweeter than her :)
19 February 2009, 10:06 pm
(I asked for her name)
Jevitha gill.. Seriously i really like talking to you and i know u way longer your way better :)
19 February 2009, 10:08
( I told him bout that i should stop messaging dont want the girl to get jealous)
Hey please chill she is no one to decide that... She is nice but im telling i prefer talking to you and will message you :)
20 February 2009, 9:56 am
Just because she likes me and im talking to her... My frens just say as she is my gf... Like i told you if everything is fine then oni will get into
20 February 2009, 10:18 am
I mean to say that the girl likes me and im talking to her and im in the verge of considering her for real... She is not my gf yet my friends just dont get it
And he says im bugging him??? Please! I take him as a brother.. Dont know why his lying.. telling me one thing and telling his friends something else.. aargh... n he knows that im just playing around with him.. he knows i take him as a brother.. then why lie? why???
The nights over :(
The nights over, your fading..
It always ends the same
Your head's on my lap
As we pull away
It's time to say goodnight
It makes it so hard to say goodbye
Cause it always feels like Sunday when I drive you home
Maybe we'll be fine the next day, but tonight I'm alone
Baby when I cant be with you, I still want you close
Your smell on my clothes it never seems to fade away
An empty seat next time to mine now that your not here
Every moment your not here reminds me how much I need you
Every time I see someone kiss i miss you
Every night when your not there just makes me wanna scream your name old loud
(I JUST WROTE IT)
It always ends the same
Your head's on my lap
As we pull away
It's time to say goodnight
It makes it so hard to say goodbye
Cause it always feels like Sunday when I drive you home
Maybe we'll be fine the next day, but tonight I'm alone
Baby when I cant be with you, I still want you close
Your smell on my clothes it never seems to fade away
An empty seat next time to mine now that your not here
Every moment your not here reminds me how much I need you
Every time I see someone kiss i miss you
Every night when your not there just makes me wanna scream your name old loud
(I JUST WROTE IT)
Yesterday
It was so fun.. I love Fridays.. No accounts means no Pn. Ting.. YEAH! Had lots of fun.. hehe.. Especially after school.. We were walking up n I heard someone calling so I turned around n i saw Amin there he was waving i was like o.. Amin.. :) n i waved back.. hehe.. *bluek* Then when to talk to johnny.. Me n cyn were disturping him.. Then we walked home n we were talking bout donno wat n wat.. N we went to some mamak shop.
We saw John there.. He was like where going? we were like donno then he ask us to go in cos there was some chinese guys arguingn he scared if they fight we get pull into it.. His like a big brother to us.. Especially me.. DAMN CLOSE TO HIM.. hehe.. ordered roti canai n coke n we siting n talking n disturbing one another.. He didnt sleep so he was really sleepy n it was so nice diaturbing him.. snaping his pics n all but he deleted it.. :(
We were there for sometime.. He was really tired so we went back then later we went joging.. Me, cyn n sammie... When ever we run we always laugh.. No idea why.. Its like before running we will be like ok ok serious dont wanna laugh must jog nicely but when we start jogging we end up laughing.. We have the best of time when we jog.. But there's this guy like some pervert when ever we jog he'll stare at us n his friends will be like hey ur girls are here.. wtf??? We just ignore..
It was getting late so we stopped n we went back then that guy there was like calling us n i just showed him the middle finger n the blady moron can still disturb.. So sam was like telling him to be quite in chinese n telling him not to disturb us then he was like saying u think u very pretty ar n donno wat wat all we were like whatever we just ignored n when back to take money to go pasar malam..
We went with Theven n we saw bala n daya there.. so they were with us.. protection.. Then this Bala another one go n call the guy.. His name is Asing.. But we cant blame him cos he doesnt know anything.. He didnt know what happen so we were like eh y u go n call him la? Bala was like y la? then we told him the story he was like yes ah? then theven just followed us n bala n daya talked to that asing guy.. creepy... Thank god nothing happen..
Then we ate n bought some stuff n we walked back n we were talking n then sent sam n cyn back.. n had some snacks n watched tv till donno wat time.. wasnt feeling sleepy at all.. Cant remember y...
We saw John there.. He was like where going? we were like donno then he ask us to go in cos there was some chinese guys arguingn he scared if they fight we get pull into it.. His like a big brother to us.. Especially me.. DAMN CLOSE TO HIM.. hehe.. ordered roti canai n coke n we siting n talking n disturbing one another.. He didnt sleep so he was really sleepy n it was so nice diaturbing him.. snaping his pics n all but he deleted it.. :(
We were there for sometime.. He was really tired so we went back then later we went joging.. Me, cyn n sammie... When ever we run we always laugh.. No idea why.. Its like before running we will be like ok ok serious dont wanna laugh must jog nicely but when we start jogging we end up laughing.. We have the best of time when we jog.. But there's this guy like some pervert when ever we jog he'll stare at us n his friends will be like hey ur girls are here.. wtf??? We just ignore..
It was getting late so we stopped n we went back then that guy there was like calling us n i just showed him the middle finger n the blady moron can still disturb.. So sam was like telling him to be quite in chinese n telling him not to disturb us then he was like saying u think u very pretty ar n donno wat wat all we were like whatever we just ignored n when back to take money to go pasar malam..
We went with Theven n we saw bala n daya there.. so they were with us.. protection.. Then this Bala another one go n call the guy.. His name is Asing.. But we cant blame him cos he doesnt know anything.. He didnt know what happen so we were like eh y u go n call him la? Bala was like y la? then we told him the story he was like yes ah? then theven just followed us n bala n daya talked to that asing guy.. creepy... Thank god nothing happen..
Then we ate n bought some stuff n we walked back n we were talking n then sent sam n cyn back.. n had some snacks n watched tv till donno wat time.. wasnt feeling sleepy at all.. Cant remember y...
The Incident on 18 February
Let's get things straight. It wasn't a party, it was a get together.. The only thing was they were also celebrating my birthday and it was supposed to be a surprise. I thought they were celebrating Brian's birthday but he couldn't make it.
Me and Cyn went to get some stuff cos the guys didnt bring them.. Some were supposed to bring ice but didn't, Sam was supposed to bring the cooler for the ice but she forgot. So we had to go get ice, drinks, paper plate and the cooler then calvin came and we had to go take him too..
We wanted to talk to CASS cos we know she's stressing herself out but she's not telling us. She's only telling sam. I saw cass and i was like hey cass your here.. thought u werent gonna make it.. she didnt bother to look so i was like ok.. AWKWARD. She didnt even talk to lave and deli. She was like so rude. She saw them and said what are ya'll doing here? Wtf? If u didnt wanna be there then u shouldn't have came cos we never forced u so dont say we did. We just changed the location from the hall to the barbeque pitt.
Then we went to take calvin. (WISH HE WAS NEVER THERE) Then we started eating and ppl were like all over being so shy not taking the food and cass wasnt happy bout the indian guys coming some shit like that. We tried talking to cass. But i couldnt just focuss on her i had to entertaine them too.. I went to serve everyone. Then some of the guys shared money to buy some liquor..
They know their limit but unlike some ppl like calvin dont use brains. He drank so much and the guys were telling him to stop he said nvm he drank before.. Such a liar. He got high n went for a swim. After that he came up he was talking to matthew n sathya n john n he was calling me. I dint wanna go near him. I was talking to john n matt n sathya was like he likes u his calling u.
John followed me he said if calvin touches me he'll wack the guy im like ok. Then i sat down n john sat beside me.. we were talking n he said something bout him bringing himself as a gift for me i was like ok... then john n sathya started laughing n i also went away,after that calvin started vomiting. Spoiling everything. Then he wanna drink some more. Aargh!!!
Then he started puking n i had to clean it up.. i just threw water n he said im so sweet to do that.
I just screwed him up n told him his so fucked up n never use his brains n all. And Afiq was like wat a party n cass was like ya i know ( with the blady accent,so fake!!) n just so aargh.
PS: Cassie i'm sorry and we all love u but ur really changing if u dont trust us cos u have sam n if u dont wanna see us or talk to us or even be friends anymore just say so ok. We will miss u a lot. We love you lots.
Sam we're not blaming u. I know ur a good friend
Ryan thanks for the cake really enjoyed it..
Thanks to ya'll for coming
Deli I'm glad u enjoyed the drama.. hehe
CALVIN,FUCK OFF! WE DONT EVER WANNA SEE UR FUCKING FACE EVER AGAIN!!!
Love ya'll..
xoxo
Valentina
Me and Cyn went to get some stuff cos the guys didnt bring them.. Some were supposed to bring ice but didn't, Sam was supposed to bring the cooler for the ice but she forgot. So we had to go get ice, drinks, paper plate and the cooler then calvin came and we had to go take him too..
We wanted to talk to CASS cos we know she's stressing herself out but she's not telling us. She's only telling sam. I saw cass and i was like hey cass your here.. thought u werent gonna make it.. she didnt bother to look so i was like ok.. AWKWARD. She didnt even talk to lave and deli. She was like so rude. She saw them and said what are ya'll doing here? Wtf? If u didnt wanna be there then u shouldn't have came cos we never forced u so dont say we did. We just changed the location from the hall to the barbeque pitt.
Then we went to take calvin. (WISH HE WAS NEVER THERE) Then we started eating and ppl were like all over being so shy not taking the food and cass wasnt happy bout the indian guys coming some shit like that. We tried talking to cass. But i couldnt just focuss on her i had to entertaine them too.. I went to serve everyone. Then some of the guys shared money to buy some liquor..
They know their limit but unlike some ppl like calvin dont use brains. He drank so much and the guys were telling him to stop he said nvm he drank before.. Such a liar. He got high n went for a swim. After that he came up he was talking to matthew n sathya n john n he was calling me. I dint wanna go near him. I was talking to john n matt n sathya was like he likes u his calling u.
John followed me he said if calvin touches me he'll wack the guy im like ok. Then i sat down n john sat beside me.. we were talking n he said something bout him bringing himself as a gift for me i was like ok... then john n sathya started laughing n i also went away,after that calvin started vomiting. Spoiling everything. Then he wanna drink some more. Aargh!!!
Then he started puking n i had to clean it up.. i just threw water n he said im so sweet to do that.
I just screwed him up n told him his so fucked up n never use his brains n all. And Afiq was like wat a party n cass was like ya i know ( with the blady accent,so fake!!) n just so aargh.
PS: Cassie i'm sorry and we all love u but ur really changing if u dont trust us cos u have sam n if u dont wanna see us or talk to us or even be friends anymore just say so ok. We will miss u a lot. We love you lots.
Sam we're not blaming u. I know ur a good friend
Ryan thanks for the cake really enjoyed it..
Thanks to ya'll for coming
Deli I'm glad u enjoyed the drama.. hehe
CALVIN,FUCK OFF! WE DONT EVER WANNA SEE UR FUCKING FACE EVER AGAIN!!!
Love ya'll..
xoxo
Valentina
Thursday, February 19, 2009
A Stranger
Guess you've found someone new.
Never thought you'd say goodbye
Or leave so soon
You always said i'd ditch you but you ditched me just like I said you would
It hurts so much knowing your not gonna be there anymore..
My life's gonna be so empty without you.
You were my life but you took it away
You just ripped out my heart
How could you?
Guess your just not the same person anymore
Not the same guy I once fall in love with
Your just so different
I dont know who you are anymore
You've becomed a stranger
Never thought you'd say goodbye
Or leave so soon
You always said i'd ditch you but you ditched me just like I said you would
It hurts so much knowing your not gonna be there anymore..
My life's gonna be so empty without you.
You were my life but you took it away
You just ripped out my heart
How could you?
Guess your just not the same person anymore
Not the same guy I once fall in love with
Your just so different
I dont know who you are anymore
You've becomed a stranger
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