Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Broke

Im so broke.
I need cash badly.
Need to go get a part time job.
Hmmm...
I hope I can keep up cos i'll try for a month and if I cant keep up i'll have to stop the part time job. That also if I get a part time job..
God help me.
I'm like so broke till im cutting down on my meals..
:(

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Don't Break A Heart

Don't break this heart that loves you.
Don't break the heart that needs you.
Why do you flirt and constantly hurt me?
You know i'm jealous.
Sweetheart, i'm begging of you don't break this heart of mine that loves you.
Please don't break my heart.
Please don't make me cry.
I don't know what i'd do if you said goodbye.
I love you.
Please don't break this heart of mine

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

FYI

By the way,all the girls u've seen in here are basically like my sisters..
And the guys are like pet brothers..
Nothing more and nothing less..
Just wanna say it out loud before anyone thinks differently cos I do have someone and I do adore and love him very much..
Well thats all for now folks..
Take care and goodnight..
God bless.
xoxo

PS:FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS FYI MEANS 'FOR YOUR INFORMATION'. Hehe.. Night

Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm back

I've been gone over the holidays and now im back. there was this incident that happen the other day i think it was a wednesday. It was kinda silly though. I was in malacca during the holidays..

Spending my time there as usual.. And we were at stage just hanging.. we and the guys were waiting for kevin to come and i was n the phonewith cyn then there were this kids playing footballon stage and it was so noisy and kevin finally came so we all decided to go into this hotel that was in OUR SETTLEMENT. The Lisbon hotel.

I was on the bike with kev about to go in when the guard stopped, he asked us where we're going sokev told him that we just wanna sit bu the canon and the guard said cant cos this boy lost his psp. 'What the hell has that got to do with us?' So kevin said then u should check one of your stuff member or something and then the guard let us in. So we went near the canon and sat there.. He cooked for me fried rice with sambal bilis it was tasty,yummy. DELICIOUS. It was really tasty. I enjoyed it. So while waiting for the others to come i ate my food and drank my coke. Kevin on the other hand drank coke light i think.

Then the guys came and they were all talking,looking at the stars and so on.. Then the guard passed by I guess he was just doing his rounds and all of a sudden the police comes flashing the light on us like we did something asking us for our ic. I panicked cos I didn't bring my ic along with with me. Kevin asked me if i brought mine and i said no then the police said in malay no ic go to the police station and ask my parents to come take me? what the hell? my dad's in kl my mum's in singapore if i tell my grandparents they just might get heart attack and die, besides my grandfather cant drive at night.

So Kevin told the police to hold on to his ic while he takes me back to get my ic. Aaargh!!! Then he was taking down some statement and all. And we asked the police what's going on? Hesaid someone complaine, Kevin asked who and the police said the guard. We were like why would the guard complaine when he let us in? That's just stupid.

So the police asked us to call the guardband one of them went to call. Spike took samuel back to take his ic.. I on the other had was hiding from uncle Alvin. I kept asking Kevin to block me cos i didnt want him to see me.. And he was standing infront of me smiling at me.. And he kept moving and moving,right and left.. hmmm.. But he saw me in the end and i didnt really bother cos i didnt do anything wrong.. We didnt do anything wrong..

Then they talked and bla bla bla... And the guard said next time better not come in again cos it's 'KAWASAN LARANGAN' We were like ok. Then he ask us to leave and we did. I went on kev's bike and we went stage. But it was a different guard. I got so frustrated. We cant go into the hotel when its in our settlement? wtf la??? Then at stage kev told me to tell my mum what happened before someone else does and turns the story the other way round so I was like ok..

We sat there talking bout how stupid it was.. Then spike was making jokes about it.. He and kev was laughing and saying how nice if it was a bangladesh guard.. Cos the police also took down the guards ic and statement and all.. They said if it was a bangladesh guy and if the police were to ask him for his ic it was gonna be so funny and all cos the guard would be like 'ic? bang passport pun tak ada mau ic?' haha.. but it didnt happen and they were just making jokes about it.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

A Sad Love Story


If this doesn't touch you ..... get a heart!


One night a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it.
" Without your love, I would die."


Tall, Dark and Handsome by J. G. Knox

Last night, Leroy rolls over, brushes my hand as he did the day I first saw him. He wakes me. Snoring, dreaming, he puts his arm around me. He touched me. I married him. Half conscious, opening an eye, I look at him and drift back to sleep, dreaming of us.
<<<<<<>>>>>>
My college roommate, Mary and I on our first paid campaign: buttons, yard signs and hats, we are going to change the world.
The congressman has this wonderful speech. He repeats it at every stop, every rally and every picnic for the next three months. He says it with a promising smile. Everything is promising, wonderful, exciting.
Leroy is experienced, a third-year law student and a veteran campaigner.
In line behind me at the cafeteria, brushing my hand, reaching for the potato salad, he touches me. Electricity. He materializes. I see him. I have thoughts about him, look and smile at him. He smiles back.
Joining Mary at our table, I say, “I don’t remember seeing him before.”
Mary says, “They’re invisible.”
“Invisible,” I say.
She says, “Invisible people, they wait tables, pick and grow food. They support light poles and door frames in their part of town---we don’t see them. They’re invisible.”
I say, “He’s not invisible. He’s a graduate student, not a waiter, doorman or servant. He’s one of us, a party organizer.”
I nibble a bite of my potato salad; four tables away, Leroy nibbles his. He didn’t take any meat. Is he a vegetarian? He’s a vegetarian!
Mary says, “He’s not one of us, Sarah. He’s one of them!”
I say, “He’s one of us! And he doesn’t eat meat. I don’t eat meat.”
He’s cute. Cute doesn’t define him. He is handsome: tall, dark and handsome.
Mary agrees with the dark part.
“They don’t look handsome to me. I like white meat,” she says.
Mary, being a carnivore, is picky about meat.
I, being a vegetarian, don’t want to eat him---maybe a little lip nibbling. Lip nibbling would be nice.
She says, “Sarah, you don’t like him! Do you know what getting involved with one of them can mean?”
“He’s not a meat eater, Mary. He’s a vegetarian!”
She says, “What if you begin to think of him as something more than cute? What happens if you think of him as something more than handsome? What happens if you fall in love with him?”
I think of him kissing me, broad lips smothering mine.
“Are you listening to me, Sarah?”
“Yes, you said what happens if I fall in love with him.”
She says, “Well?”
“It could happen.”
“With a black man!”
“Yes, with a black man, a vegetarian black man.”
Mary says, “That’s dangerous talk! You don’t want to fall in love with a black man. People kill black men who fall in love with white women---sometimes the white woman, too.”
“That was a long time ago,” I say.
“You take a back road sitting beside him in the wrong county, Sarah. See what happens.”
“It could happen with a white man, Mary. Do you think it would be any safer with Saul in his Volkswagen bus?”
“It’s not the same, Sarah, and you know it. People can’t tell a Jew from a Greek without asking.”
I imagine him kissing me again.
“Seriously, I like him,” I say.
“Seriously, I think you’re crazy!”
“Why?”
“You’re old enough to know the way the world works. A white girl can be a trophy to a black man, but can he take her home? Can you go to Harlem and meet his Momma and Daddy? Can you take him home to meet yours?”
Are his parents vegetarian? If they are not my Mother would be cool about it, but my Dad?
“I hadn’t thought about that.”
I think about him kissing me again. We will work our way through it, our parents and all. Even if they eat meat, everything will be all right. We’ll be vegetarian.
I say, “I understand the way it was, Mary, but---”
“No buts about it. OK, right now you can date him, marry him if you want, but do you know what the future holds?”
“Does anybody?”
Mary says, “You took sociology. Humans are tribal. Good times, like now, we tolerate differences. Times get hard. Food gets scarce. People become tribal and favor their own. They will be eating the pork roast, and you will be eating the chitterlings?”
Yuck, chitterlings, I don’t think they even make vegetarian chitterlings. I say, “I think we’re past all that, judging by color, and pork roast and chitterlings are the same thing, meat.”
“Really, you go on thinking that. What about children?”
“I’m thinking about his lips right now.”
She says, “Think about children.”
I say, “Good point. Prejudice will continue until we can marry and have children with people outside our tribe, outside our race. Eighty percent of Greeks marry non-Greeks in America. Is anyone prejudiced against Greeks?”
Mary says, “Turks, and he’s not Greek!”
“He’s American. Leroy’s great, great grandfather was President of the Confederate States of America.”
“A legitimate grandfather?”
“A proven one.”
She says, “What if you love him, marry him and have his baby?”
“Time off work, breast feeding and changing diapers. Would it be different with a white man?”
Mary says, “The baby would be different. He wouldn’t be white. Half black is black. Do you want your baby waiting tables, picking cotton and eating chitterlings?”
I say, “Our daughter will be President of the United States, and she won’t eat pork!”
Thursday, the next day, we walk precincts, Leroy walks one; I walk another. Finishing early I go back to headquarters to make phone calls. He makes phone calls. I talk to voters---and listen to him…
<<<<<<>>>>>>
He’s nibbling my lips!
Leroy says, “Honey, wake up. We’ve got to go vote.”
Our daughter’s first time on the ballot, we can’t be late.

Love is a wondeful think. Doesnt matter what colour you are or where your from.. Doesnt matter if your a vegetarian or not. Love is blind and we fall in love with the one we less aspect. Believe me it is true
PS: The red writing is written by me

Hate missing you

I wish I didn't have to miss you.
If only you could be with me always.
I know I could never be any happier.
But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you.
I even miss you when I am sleeping!
I love you, babe.
You are my first and my only love,
Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.

If dreams come true

We've been friends for so long.
There have been lots of tears and so much laughter between us.
I feel closer to you than anyone else.
I've listened and hurt every time you fell in love, longing to be the one in your arms.
I've been there for you when every one of your relationships fell apart.
You listened and cried with me when we found out about the cancer and you stood by my side through all of it.
Now is the time to tell you that the waiting is over.
The love you so desperately seek is here in my arms.
You've often asked why I'm not interested in any of the men who hit on me when we're all out. I've always told you they weren't the one for me.
Now I'm telling you that you are the one for me.
You’re the one I dream about.
No one can make me laugh like you, even when I'm knee deep in tears.
The reason I've been alone for five longs years is this: I've been waiting for you to see the love in my eyes that's only for you.
I'll wait forever if that’s how long it takes.
I need you.
I miss you when you’re gone, and I hurt when you’re sad.
I love you Baby for everything you are.

A silent love by smilez

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Forbidden love, that's what I told her

Why is she like that?
Aaargh...
What's wrong if your son likes her?
She likes him too.
All cos she's euration you dont want him to message her anymore?
What the bloody hell is your problem?
If she would just give me your number
Hmmm
Why do you have to be that kinda person?
They both really like each other
Doesnt matter that she's euration, She's not a malay..
Dont have to convert
I understand if she was a malay cos then you'd beafraid to loose your son
But she's not
Give them a chance to be together
If it doesnt work out then you dont have to worry cos they'll know that you gave them a chance to try but if you dont they'll be blaming you for keeping them apart..
Not knowing what could have been
Have a lil heart would you?
For the sake of your sons happiness..
Let them be
Dont keep them apart.

We've got your back

It's all ok..
We're back again..
We had a really long talk..
Everythings alright.
We've been friends for a long time how could we have stayed that way for long..
It came to an extand where we all just had to sit and talk and just get over it.
She was always there for us making us luagh and listening to everything we had to say but we never knew she felt that way cos she always kept it in her she would never really open and share..
Everytime she told us about her family it would always be funny
I had a feeling the other day that something was bothering her when I was talkimg to her about my mum and my bro
I could see it in her eyes that something was wrong
I thought she'd tell me later when she was ready and she did
When we were all in the pool she called us and she spoke to us..
We all started crying wondering how could it come to that extand..
That we never knew how she felt and that she was shy to tell us she was lonely and what was going on
It hurt us so badly that we just had to see her to just hug her and talk to her..
We went there dripping wet
We didnt have time to change
We couldnt waste any time we just rushed there
We spoke to her
We cried together, all of us

Friday, March 06, 2009

Hehe

I don't know why me and cyn have been checking out bout lucifer and reading all this ghost stories bout haunted places and all..
Very interesting actually

TRUE STORY!!!

This happened at Karak Highway.

I know I’ve blogged about an incident about the infamous haunted Karak Highway but this one is a story that has been told to me over numerous times by different people of different background levels. Most of the time the stories about Karak Highway varies, afterall, its an urban legend! But this is one story that I find creepy but at the same time hard to believe. You be the judge.

It was late at night when a young couple and their baby was travelling in a car along the Karak Highway. They were trying to get home, like the rest of the other Malaysians because it was nearing festive season. And like the many other Malaysians, they choose to travel at night to avoid the traffic jam and also the heat of the sun when noon gets in the way.

As they were travelling along the lonely stretch of Karak Highway, suddenly, the car gave a sudden jerk and started making weird noises. The husband was fairly surprised because he remembered to check the car before travelling long distance to ensure the safety of his family. Soon, they had no choice but to stop by the roadside. The husband got out of the car to check the car engine while his wife and baby was waiting in the car. After a few minutes, he came back and reported that he could not see anything wrong and tried starting the car again. However, the car just would not budge. At loss, the husband made a difficult decision to either wait until another car comes along or walk to the nearest phone booth.

Not wanting to leave his family behind, they waited. After some 20 minutes or so, the highway remained quiet. The husband wondered why was there such calmity on the highway when festive celebrations are just around the corner. Perhaps it was due to the late night, he thought to himself. After what seemed like eternity, the husband decided to take the second option.
Advising his wife to lock the doors and take care, he left them behind with a heavy heart. His wife, on the other hand, watched her husband walk away with worries on her mind. She prayed hard that someone would eventually notice their stalled car and offer help. She was also worried that accidents might happen.

Hours passed by and soon she started getting even more worried. She was worried something might happen to her husband. Worried, she fought with herself over if she should just keep on waiting or leave the car behind and look for her husband. But where should she start looking? In the end, she decided to get out of the car to stretch her legs. As soon as she came out of the car, she realized that something was staring at her from behind. As she turned, she saw the bodiless head of her husband with his eyes and mouth wide open as if in shock staring back at her. Til this day, no one has found the remains of his body.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Victoria Institution

This is like for real. True story. A very famous landmark in Kuala Lumpur, V.I. a boys school was a Japanese base during the occupation of Malaysia. Many British soldiers and locals were brutally tortured to death in the basement and some of the older buildings on the campus. It is said that not only are apparitions common in the day as well as the night, there have been many cases of spirits possessing students. The possessed boys would behave strangely, even violently, harming other students and teachers only to snap out of it a few hours later and remember nothing, even when they were forcibly restrained, their bruises would disappear when they returned to normal.

Highland Towers

Tragic event that will forever live in the memory of Malaysians. One of the 3 blocks of apartment at this place fell apart due to landslide and heavy downpour prior to that fateful day. Highland Towers have become famous for claims of being a very haunted place. Voices of the dead can be heard at night and ghostly figures are said to have appeared at the scene. There are also a story about a taxi driver who picked up a woman passenger at the middle of the night and being asked to drop her at the place. She left a bag and the poor taxi driver found it to be full of blood! Spooky huh?

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Jason!!

Jason Mraz concert is to day! Hmmm..
I miss Avril's concert..
Best day of my life..
Had the best time ever!!!
Wish she would come down again...
:(

Monday, March 02, 2009

????

In the previous pic I was so shocked... hmmm..
Can't remember what happen.
I've never seen my face that shocked..
What happen...?
Hmmm......
And whoo took it?
:0
Now i'm curious...
Who could it be?
Hmmmm...
??????

Me!!! hehe






I look like I just woke up... hehe..

Neelas


The drinks we had.. Me,Sam and Cyn.. I think there was more later on..

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